RuN aWaY ...

What a "FXXX" day today !! ><"

In the morning ~ everything was fine and I could say... very well !!

I hung out with one of my old friends ~ chatted a lot and had a very good time !!

But the thing is... in the afternoon... something happened in the afternoon...

Well... I just can say.... I felt very unhappy when I was working ....

Got so much pressure... and found very bored....

I couldn't have any smile on my face.... couldn't "make" a smile as well !!

Even to ask me to make a "fake smile "... also make me feel difficult !!

I looked the mirror when I went to the rest room, found ....

WHAT A UGLY FACE IT IS ?!! WHO IS IT? AM I KNOW HER ?

I tried to smile.. but just couldn't... !! just wanted to cry.... really..!!

I was thinking if I quit the job... what would I do next ?

I was thinking a lot , a lot... and kept wrinkling my eyebrows....

My face was like... distorted !! >0<"

I got to plan something meaningful for me though...

I had many plans... but haven't made it !!

seems like I just keep thinking and doing nothing !!!

I hate myself like this...

got to do it anyway...

I decided to end up my PT job this month, and might study instead ~

I really have to do it !! cheer up ~~!!