Being confused... !!

well... I'm now confused... about whether I should stay with this job or not.... ??!!

Because I found that it's kinda bored and sometimes a little bit something pressed me !!

If I just stand there it will make the supervisor upset... but I just don't know how to grab someone in like others do... or maybe just don't wanna open my mouth....

don't know why... I'm getting don't understand what I am thinking about and just feeling strange !! seemed I changed and changed ... again and again !! I don't like myself like this anyway !! But I cannot do anything with that...

Well.... these days are so depressing.... >_<"

Will it be a brand new day tomorrow ??