A Saying~ Nothing Last Forever... ?!

just recalled this saying... " Nothing Last Forever " !!

dreams change... feelings change... love changes... seems everything would change as time moving forward ...

maybe that's true... I did think so...

when I was teens... I'd been thinking about this many many times...

so... that's why the so-called "best","forever", this kinda words didnt exist truly...

but now... things maybe changed by something...

something I dont know...

I started to believe, to feel what best and forever are...

sometimes ... maybe it just a feeling... come from your heart... not your head...

but when I have this feeling, I also feel a little bit scared ...

because Im afraid of being hurted by someone or something...

I just wanna protect myself from those things which could possibly hurt me...

so... I always keep a very little part for myself... just in case... if I get hurt...

like the situation about my relationship...

I do wanna follow my heart... but still cant !!

because I need something rational...

he made me feel a little bit insecure anyway... (many many reasons...)

so... the thing I can do is... tell him what I feel and share something with him...

and the rest things... just let time to prove it... !!