I went to one of my friend's friend's (Stephen) tea shop today... and we chated a lot...
when we talked about the relationship things... my friend and I all shared our bfs with the guy... and my friend and I... our love story are kinda crazy...( I mean for most of people )because our bfs are not living in here with us... but we still can keep the relationship ... well... and he also shared something with us too...
he said for him lover is different from bf/gf !! he thinks lover just the person who can share something with you, be very close and do many things together, but if one day the lover cannot be with you... then it's okey... the lover dont have to "dedicate" time or any other thing which he/she doesnt want to... but the gf/bf are different...
gf/bf need to offer more , to give more~ for him... he think he would wanna his gf who can be with him when he needs , he can touch her , do something special with her... but he doesnt think a lover can do that with him.. !!
well... for me, I dont saparate from these two anyway! and even I do think "lover" get more meaning to me then the bf/gf ... maybe just the translation difference??! maybe ?
but I was thinking about this a lot today...and also.. I was thinking my bf and me... put this on my situation... seems...sad... indeed...
even I miss him a lot... but I cannot tell him immediately ...!!
even I wanna talk to him just very a little bit... I cannot !!
even when I wanna share something with him... he is so far away...!!cannot reach him...
even .... oh... thats just too many...
we still got some problems and still cannot solve it right now...
I wanna fix all the things up !! truly...
but what can I do ??
just let it be... let the time to tell...
maybe have to wait for him till he graduate next year then....
still got a long road to go... ( Im gonna cry again now...)
No comments:
Post a Comment