what's happening to me today?!!

It's kinda weired today... just feel very lazy... and don't wanna do anything... anything...

yes... I did think about doing something... like reading , studying or so...

but just cannot have that energy to do all of that things.... >.<" why why why ~~

I don't want me to be like that !!!

oh... it's because of the chololates ?? I had lots of chololates this afternoon ...

it supposed to make me excited !! yes... that's what chololates supposed to give... it calls " the side effect " ?? hahaha but seems I'm not affected by it ...

I've been addicted to chocolate for a long time ~

well ~ I got to say... I've been addicted to many dessert ^c^"

chocolate, brownie,cheese,bagle,bread,spicy food..... lots of stuffs !!

~SWEET SWEET SWEET~

LIFE IS UNCERTAIN...

EAT DESSERT FIRST !!

... Distance ...

my best friend... Sammi .... she told me something that made me feel very sad.... truly...

she seemed to fall in love with a guy and wanted to be with him....

but just because the distance... it's just Taipei and Tainan, 4 hours by driving, 40 min. by flight, one hour and half by high speed rail....

it's not that far actually....

but the guy who wants a girl who can accompany him when he is happy, upset , sick...

whenever he wants to see her... he can see her then... but my friend cannot do that... !!

kinda sad ... really .... feeling sad for her... and sorry for her...

just hope that she could go through it soon ... be happier ...

I'll accompany you anyway...

you can tell me whatever you want

whenever you want

and I would give you some advices then~

but... the point is...

you got to think about it over again...

and be possitive,be brighter...

thinking about what you did ...

what's your real feeling ??!!

stop for a while...

and maybe after you think over again...

you would become better...

TRAVELING ON THE TRAIN OF " トロッコ "

嵯峨野トロッコ列車

CATCH YOU !! SHRIMP !! HAHA ≧０≦

~ It's a funny mistake !!! ~

A film ~ " The Notebook "

A love story... very very touching...I watched the film yesterday... and I was tearing a lot !!

the story is saying that something about the "first love"... you won't forget your first love....

for me... true... I never forgot my first love.... but the different thing is that I had it just let go...

cause it's kinda long time ago...and when I recalled my first love , I was like laughing a lot !!

hahaha cause it's kinda funny and at that time... I was too young to know what love is...

well if you ask me now...what's the love ? probably I would think about it for a while still ...

cannot give you a answer ... it's complicated... true !!

It doesn't mean that you know what love is even if you are growing up

for me... love is becoming simple now... because I was thinking too much before...

I couldn't be very easy to trust someone... it was hard for me to give my heart for someone...

and even... I could say that I haven't truly been in love before...

I was always like... the feeling came very fast and faded away very fast ...

so...I didn't have a long term relationship...( just my first love is one year... is it long or not ?? )

and I changed and changed in every year... my friends always felt that I got and changed boy friend very fast... well... I don't think that's fast actually ... just very easy to accept someone and said yes... but maybe it was not fair... cause usually I didn't give them my heart... "me" always came first ... hahaha kinda selfish... wasn't I ??!!

and I did think that I was searching .... searching a right person... my Mr. right...

anyway... just recalling a little bit again...

the point is NOW ... I have a nice boy friend now !! ^－^ and I love him !!

I do think this time is right... I finally found a right person ...

I hope that I could be with him for very very long time... cannot say ... " forever "

because there are too many unpredictable things... and I don't know if he is thinking the same way with what I am thinking ... so ~

this time I just wanna give me heart... there was many things happened ... and they all proved one thing... I love this guy !! I know myself... many things I didn't do or think that way before...

but now ... different !! indeed !!

when I was watching the film..." THE NOTEBOOK " ...

I was thinking of him much...

miss him very much... ...